Saturday, August 28, 2010

BATHING IN THE RADIANCE….

I savor those moments of absolute perfection. Where there is no thought but only “Beingness” of perception. How I get there or better yet what is it that triggers that state is the true question. The mind recedes but the body feels beyond its wrapper. If I were to describe it: a state kin to liquid light that is. Only a moment in time, but it is like an eternity in being. Calmness of logic filed with a rationale of knowing creating wisdom of intelligence. Having made so many attempts in the past to finally reach out and actually touch the brass ring on the merry-go-round. Magic swirls around like mists of dew on a rose bud, so innocent and pure. Zipping along a beam of light at hyper speed towards an unknown destination but knowing at the same moment. A dichotomy unified with adventure and fueled with imagination to ride the winds of possibility. So often over before it started and back to the awareness of what you know as tangible reality.


How to string those moments together holding the grander awareness of all that is in this physical form is such an adventure or some might think a delusion. I can’t speak for the rest only myself. But in those moments there is clarity beyond words or concepts just pure connection with source. What I bring back from my travels is a renewed sense of purpose and expanded perception of possibility. I do believe that the imagination is a key to making those leaps or reality slips.



One observation I would like to share is that there truly is something happening at a sub-atomic level creating these portals, worm holes, doorways to open at this time more ever so in history as I have known it in my physical form. There seems to be an alignment going on in the ethers that is creating or awakening consciousness that just could be evolving the formation of a new universe to call reality. It is happening on a wide scale of the population maybe unbeknownst to many but it is occurring. What form will this creation manifest as, is still in the fertilization phase. With any seed it requires the light of sun, nourishment, and most of all tender loving care to bring it to bloom.



To take our rightful role as stewards of co-creation we need to tend our gardens with love and a watchful eye for the weeds of miss-contempt to take hold and over run the grains of possibility, choking them with lack and stunting their growth. Many places on this wonderful planet Gaia has become only suitable for weeds because the love has been lost. More like stolen from us by the glamour of illusion inspiring us to dream for treasure but once found realizing it is only fools gold. Discovering we bought someone else’s dream is often hard to let go of that misplaced loyalty, which only breeds denial, bitterness and resentment to name a few, but most of all the belief of lack and a sense of how things need to be hoarded for a rainy day or kept from the undeserving. Who ever we imagine that might be. What is even more distressful is how we have bought into that system the powerful are more deserving and it is our duty to fulfill their coffers with our blood, sweat and tears but most of all our imagination. The truth is becoming revealed and a storm is brewing, lets make sure that it will just be a passing thunderstorm and not a full blown tsunami drowning everything in its path.


Thunder lightening and rain create negative ions to clear the air and create rainbows. That is one tangible truth we can remember and not get caught up magnetizing the energy with fear and distrust creating tornados of thought harming all in its path. A universal law is that all energy comes to resonance. It is a simple question I pose to you, “do you want your energy to be in resonance with fear or love”? As a co-creator you have the power to stop the flow and reverse the swirl maybe not for the whole planet as of yet, but at least for your own life. Be come aware of your thoughts and question your motivations so you don’t get caught up in others gravitational pull where it becomes almost impossible and you feel powerless to disengage from. Taking responsibility for your power of thought, action and deed is a key to remember. All situations can change because that is inevitable. How they will change is up to you. Remember this once lack goes by the wayside so does greed, hoarding, disease, crime and discontent to name a few of the ills.

 

Take a moment and breathe in the beauty around you, filling yourself with love and forgiveness and renewed vision of abundance and honor respecting all life as the path you might want to walk upon into this new universe. See the changes as opportunity for re-alignment to the divine! Hold your vision on the love with an open heart radiating compassion for all without judgment.


De light Full Deborah
8/23/10

Thursday, August 19, 2010

ONLY DO IT IF IT’S FUN!

 I ask myself all the time “why do I believe life has to be hard?” My immediate answer would be “that’s just how we have been conditioned to believe as the role for life experiences to be played.” The funny thing is once upon a time that was my truth but, as I have overcome more and more of the limitations of my conditioning, my awareness and consciousness has expanded the boundaries of my perception. The lines blur and the unseen realms begin to be seen which have at times created tremendous internal stress which brought me to a cross road where I was forced to make a choice: to either accept my powerlessness in order to maintain the insanity defined as reality, or make a change by letting go of my dearly loved beliefs and paradigms of rigid order of rules and reactions that defined life through the physical senses of taste, touch, sight, and sound making the known universe tangible - as all there is. At times it felt like walking through the valley of craziness because things appeared not at all as taught, and much too far fetched for ordinary folks focused on the mundane to fathom.

Having the faith to follow the guidance of my Soul and not allow my ego’s obsessions over mundane concerns lock me into a fearful survival mode, distracting my quest with the illusion of limitation was as slippery slope to climb. As the vastness of our true unlimited potential is perceived this causes new paradigms to evolve with an expanding awareness that roots out the old limitations. This is an ongoing dance that has become more of an adventure than a battle.
Letting go of the need to be a “Warrior” who qualifies experiences as “friend or foe”, in order to follow upon the path of the “Adventurer”, who lives life with gusto discovering new wonders, which can breathe a sense of fun and joy into the physical while lightening the load of life. An authentic freedom begins to be known that can only come from having sovereignty over your own being, and taking responsibility for your own choices will redefine your reality. It is an amazing perspective to feel truly supported by the Divine and have the unlimited power creating reality as you so desire, limited only by your own limitations. Those limitations are only through the addiction or obsession of the tried and true. Often we are blinded by complacency; the lack of vision or fortitude to dig a little deeper into our psyches and question what intentions or belief’s we are energetically aligned with, and learn what resistance we might be carrying holding us in limitation.

I wanted to share some of the questions I ask myself in order to gain more clarity. I hope these questions will help you unlock your own limitations. May they instill an infusion of hope and energy to keep moving beyond the boundaries of ordinary perspective into new horizons of hope and honor to live life in a heart centered manner that is filled with purpose and unlimited possibility.


Do you know what you believe?
 
How open are we to truly allow a constant flow of life that is one synchronicity after another? How much gratitude do we radiated form our being? How much appreciation do we truly have for the simple moments of basking in the beauty? Do you focus on the lack of what you don’t have, or what it is you want? Can you just stop and smell the roses with out pressure or time constraints? Is worry a constant companion or a forgotten acquaintance? Are you a slave to your thoughts or master of your mind?

Do you know yourself or see yourself? Will others accept you when you are true to yourself, or do you have to be how others want you to be? Are you motivated towards experiences you want, or running from what you don’t want? Do you govern yourself with punishment or by reward? Do you allow yourself to have what you want, or just accept what you get as your lot in life? Is life preordained or created? Do you have the power to change your life’s circumstances, or do the circumstances have the power to keep change from your life?
What does living in the moment mean to you? Can the stillness drown out the chatter, allowing you to perceive living in the moment, or do you need the chatter to tell you how to perceive living? What happens if one moment leads to another synchronicity that your heart desires? Would you feel following the unknown to be exciting or scary? Could you really let go and allow things to energetically align with your intention? Do you really know and feel aligned to what your true intentions are, or are they just a façade for what should be? Can you ask once and know it shall be done, or do you have to beg and plea -reinforcing what you lack?

Are you emotionally aligned to manifest your desires, or do you have some resistance that distorts or blocks your desire from manifesting? Can you surrender the form, or do you have to figure out what the exact form will be that you allow it to manifest as? Do you truly believe in miracles? Can you live your life with miracles being the norm or will they be the exception?

What does it mean to recognize true joy? How do you respond to another’s joy? Can you respond in kind, or is it overwhelming to be around too much exuberance? How important is it to you to always make a good impression in order for others to like you? Do you need other’s to love you so you can love yourself, or can you love yourself and know other’s will love you because you do? Would you believe that others will perceive you as you perceive yourself? Do you see and act to others as how you want them to see and act to you? Are you looking to see the love in life or side-tracked by seeing only the ugly?

Is it safer to be closed off and cautious of your love because you would feel too vulnerable pouring out your love in all thoughts, actions and deeds. Are you afraid to open your heart because that is how others can hurt you? What would happen if you walk through life with your heart open in love would you believe that is how others would respond back to you? What does it truly mean to love? Do you find yourself in love, or do you lose yourself with love? Can you love without exception? Can you love too much, or can there be too much to love?

Can love heal all or is it time that heals all? Has time been a cruel master repeating the same ole record over and over? Do you ever look at the story you are telling yourself? What would happen if you wrote a new script for your passion play? A change in perspective is all that is needed for a transformation to occur. It could be realized easily and simply maybe by; tilting your head to the side, or hanging up side down laughing at the predictability of yourself, this new perspective just might change the whole picture! You have the dials just change the channel, adjust the color settings, maybe lower the contrast or turn on the radio for a new sound tract to go along with the new you. Throw caution to the wind to lighten your load, live in the moment change your perception creating new paradigms. Dream a new universe for all to be in peace without lack. Live in sacred manner, to yourself, those around you, all creatures big and small and most of all with Mother Earth. It is time and it is happening now so take the responsibility and set your self free from the yoke of illusion and limitation so you can fly with unlimited possibility! Let your Soul be your guide so that your ego can be the vehicle to express spirit in action.

Blessing,
De Light Full Deborah





Tuesday, August 3, 2010

SYMPTOMS OF HIGHER VIBRATIONAL AWARENESS

Part 11   (Here is a short list of possibilities)


SOUND CURRENTS:
As the inner ear awakens to a greater perceptional range of vibration it can be very unnerving until you learn how to interpret this language of light to better flow with the frequencies.

As your vibration rises often your hearing becomes enhanced. Most people only perceive buzzing or a static sound and think they have tinnitus (a ringing in the ears). That is often the initial level of perception but as you become conscious of it you can begin to distinguish subtle shifts in the tone and frequency. It is a powerful signal of what is going on around you. It can alert you to possible disasters / accidents waiting to happen, in other words harmonious or disharmony influences. Sometimes the sound currents open to Angelic choirs, bells, flutes, drum rhythms, energy flows, earth changes such as tsunamis, earth quakes or weather changes. You begin to hear the trees breath and the earth groan.


BLOWING LIGHT BULBS AND ELECTRONICS:
If this is happening to you, then you are really reaching a very high vibratory rate and will probably be a profound healer or channel for spirit. It is due to extremely high energy coming into the physical form. It could be described as 50,000 volts of electricity coming in at once, not only can the body not cope, but it goes through the body and out again and as it does so it affects all electronic equipment. Phone batteries run down exceptionally fast. You might pass by a TV and the channel switches. Wireless frequencies can be felt as an irritating itch, can be perceive as a static pitch that can drone out natures harmonic tones. It is helpful to re-center and clear the energetic space with sound frequencies, sage, or diffusing essential oils to transform the annoying effects.
Electrical shocking will occur when the body is dehydrated and short circuits the body’s electrical system causing a dead battery effect. Lots of pure living water, Bio Plasma cell salts, mud baths, salt rubs, essential oil baths, swimming, spending time in nature will help to discharge this energy in a more beneficial manner.


EMF SENSITIVITY:
Due to the increase of electrical wires running above ground across the landscape, microwave towers wireless devices, cell phones and fluorescent light bulbs cause what is known as dirty electrical currents that affect the body in profound ways causing a large range of energy distortions producing a laundry list of symptoms that causes physical ills in the nervous system, glandular, hormonal, as well as, creating stressful mental and emotional states producing dysfunctional behavior changes and personality disorders. The ramifications of EMF currents are not being considered in modern allopathic medicine. Running copper shielding can alleviate some of the fallout as well as placing crystals electric boxes, making orgone energy devices will help to counter act these influences.



VISION:
Light takes on a new quality and intensity that seems to be more shimmering and with a pearly luminous, thus awakening you to be able to perceived subtle gradations of color. The atoms of air dance for you, the air seems to be a jiggling gelatinous substance as make that deep heart connection to the infinite Divine. You might close your eyes and geometric symbols, patterns and colors are seen through your 3rd eye as if your eyes are open. At times vision will be blurred as you learn to adjust to fine tune your depth perception, as multi-dimensional sight and the unseen begin to reveal themselves. What is happening is your 3rd eye and 2 physical eyes are triangulating a new dimension reality of clairvoyant seeing. A knowing for understanding the language of light, download from the soul into the heart for communicating and connecting with the all. Grids and auras appear around all living things as you connect to that life force and expand awareness to see beyond.

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Things might shape-shift in and out of focus, light orbs might zip by, light seems to dim and intensify in waves, light beams reflect off of what seems like mirrors beaming a Morse code, things might shimmer like a mirage, opaque things become transparent and light energy feeds the physical, emotional, mental and spiritual bodies. Try yawning to shift the energy. Honey and water ointment can soothe the eyes, if you have a sty – made a paste from water and slipper elm. Colloidal silver works well too.


TELEPATHIC RECEPTION:
A natural knowing is perceived when hooked up to Divine Source. All of a sudden can hear what people are thinking before they say it. Know who is on the other end of the phone before you answer it. Call someone or show up as they are talking about you. Can feel residue thoughts vibrating in a space long after the occupant left the space. Electronic Voice Phenomena, EVP begin to be perceived but use discernment as to what they say to you and how you allow it to affect you.


ANIMAL REACTIONS:
You will find that dogs and cats, birds, dolphins and all creatures big and small, will become aware of your energy; could be frightened by it or drawn to be around it all the time. Many animals can't get enough of the energy. Others are somewhat frightened because they do not understand it and are not as telepathic. You also open to understanding them and better able to communicate on a telepathic level. They have a lot to say! Birds and insects come when you call them to eat the mosquitoes to keep nature in balance. You crave spending time in nature.

MULTI-DIMENSIONAL / INTER-DIMENSIONAL / PARALLEL LIVES:
The veils between realities are thinning allowing the unseen realms to be seen and interacted with. As we raise our vibration we naturally become more attuned to subtle perception opening what is known as psychic abilities. This might come in the form of clairvoyance, clairaudient, empathic, telepathic, psychometry, all intuitive abilities known as ESP – (extra sensory perception) heighten through raising ones energy vibration which leads to greater conscious awareness.

We begin having awareness of moving back and forth through dimensions and bleed through of parallel lives we are simultaneously living. This is very disconcerting at first and many people begin to feel like they are going crazy because it is so contrary to the consensual consciousness of the masses. It is natural to first rationalize the experiences as not reality but they are real and once you are able to accept them without resistance the easier life becomes. A door opens to greater possibility of un-limitedness that transcends the physical realm laws of nature. The ego surrenders to the Soul and becomes a vehicle of expression on the physical plane. You become Soul infused and or enlightened.

It is a razors edge because it requires a surrendering of all that you hold dear as beliefs in order to venture into a magical realm of miracles. Letting go of the ego’s need to control and dictate a reality that is known and familiar to one that is unknown and scary-cite (scary but exciting at the same time) it is not easy. Embarking on this journey you will encounter resistance from all walks of life, causing great fear and stress that can harm your sense of sanity if you are not ready and at a vibrational rate that can handle this increase flow of energy, and perception. The heart will guide you with great love the mind will trick you with the familiar.


REALITY SHIFTS:

Time Anomalies:
Time anomalies such as: missing time or gaining time. Confusion as to what day it might be, you go through the day thinking it is Friday and wake up the next day and find out it is Friday all over again or it could be Sunday. I personally like it when I gain a day as opposed to losing one. Suddenly you have a lapse of memory while in the middle of a thought. You are driving along and a red car is in front of you but the next moment the same car is behind you. Things seem to repeat like a song on the radio or news bulletin.

Manifestations:
Things disappearing and /or appear
Your glasses get lost in the creek and a week later they are on the bathroom floor. You lay something down in front of you but it isn’t there when reaching for it a moment later. It can make you crazy looking for it, just wait till you get back to that reality shift and it will be exactly where you put it.
You want spaghetti sauce but not on your shelf because you ate the last jar yesterday but you reach down and a dusty jar of it appears. Sold out of your favorite treat but a lone package of it arrives on the grocery self waiting for you.
Whatever are focus is upon we draw to us. Things come almost immediately if you get out of the way and surrender to have things are with ease and delightful miracles.


Teleportation:
Objects move from one locale to another, or back and forth through time. A parcel arrives before you order it. You reach down without thinking and whatever it is you desire can be waiting on you. Don’t think about this as illogical or to far fetch because it is a possibility.

Transmutation:
Spontaneous healing, looking younger, things change in appearance, hair and nails grow fast. You live more heart centered and in the moment in a state of loving grace each moment a new adventure. You might have had your tonsils removed as a child but you have tonsils all of a sudden.


PORTALS:
You might find your self engulfed in a strange mist or fog. It could seem like your looking through a gelatinous substance. Depth perception plays tricks on you, for example: the distance from your door to a tree might seem greater, or shorter. Funny Beings might shape shift out of a tree for a moment. Someone you are with starts to fade or become transparent in front of you. A feeling of expanding, elevating or elongation followed by a contracting sensation much like shrinking. You might be looking around you and all of a sudden the room seems to shift like being in a fun house or it looks almost identical but something is amiss like a different door. A moment of suddenly feeling lost in your own backyard. You get a sensation of walking past someone and can almost hear a conversation going on. Deja’vu, goose bumps, hair stands on end or maybe you sense a sudden chill or heat pocket.


CO-CREATION:
Working with nature Devas and elementals, to assist with weather patterns and Gaia’s ascension. Creating a new reality based on honor, integrity and unity that respects all life. Learning to be good stewards of the earth resources, learning to shared with all the fruits of its bounty, in a manner that does not deplete but replenishes the resources so that there is a supply of unlimited abundant resources for all.

Blessings,
De Light Full Deborah
07/29/2010