Sunday, November 15, 2009

Walking Along Upon The Edge Of Transformation…

Open to possibility
Let go of fear
Let go of expectations
Let go of control
Let go! Just let go of what you know!

Take a breathe,
Open your heart,
Make a leap of faith!
Just pay attention!
And all will be revealed!

Feel, Look, Touch, Hear, and Smell,
With an open heart appreciate the awe of nature,
Breathe in this pure essence of beauty,
Experience this flow of the Divine Sacred life force

Exhale with gratitude!
Thus ensuring the unlimited supply of abundance ---
Never diminished always replenished!

Be fully immersed in the present moment’
Balanced in the sacred flow,
Feel the stillness of being’
Amplifying subtle perception,
Realization awakens of unlimited potential’
Reveals true power of co-creation,

Transforming into oneness ---
Radiating the splendor of magnificence!

Be amused by Challenge
Personality is the expression of ego
Laugh at the antics of ego drama
Walk the fine line between amusement and abuse-ment
How next will you be amused
your amusement is all made by you!

Alignment with soul becomes Oneness
Ego serves as an expression of Soul
Thus an ultimate expression of spirit in action
Uniqueness of individual soul is oneness
Soul is in oneness with all!

All life is for your amusement
Expel the illusion of reality
Become free with true vulnerability
Love will be the only response
Fill yourself with self; and no one else
It just is what it is!

Take delight in life
Be who you love to be
Dance in the light of truth
Sing the praise of gratitude!

Take a breathe, Make a leap of faith,
See, Hear, Touch, Smell and Know
All you have to do is pay attention
The next right thing will be
And it will be the next thing right…

Meditation is an inhale
Celebration is an exhale
The rhythm of life will flow in oneness
The sacred divine will radiate
---the splendor of magnificence!
Thus ensuring an unlimited supply of abundance ---
Never diminished always replenished!
As it was originally meant to be --- Co-Creation
Love without exclusions, ---for all is one, and one is all --- Love!
Love is all there is!

Song of Blessings
De Light Full Deborah
May 2009

Thursday, November 12, 2009

“Earth Magic”

“Earth Magic”
Time to work
Time to plant
Time to water
Time to weed
Time to harvest
Time to dance
Time to chill
Time to heal


A full moon shines bright in the forest
The wind whistles through the leaves
The tree’s call out for celebration

Come dance around the roots,
Under the moon light
To celebrate with all
Uniting in gratitude
Giving in spirit
Loving with whole heart!

Hips start to sway with the sound,
Dancing feet drum a beat
Grounding love all around

The buzz gets louder
Sound swirls around
Twirling the magic through all

Creating a nectar of love
Glowing with life essence
Giving back what has been taken
Giving with gratitude
Replenishing the energy
Assuring the cycle of abundance
Radiating the life force of love for all!



De Light Full Deborah


Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Some days it feels like nothing I have ever felt before.

There truly is a new energy on the planet. Many are waking up to it and others are still in resistance; trying to patch the holes in the dam. Well it is a futile attempt but those doing it don’t think so.--Those being of the old order, that of power. What can you say? Nothing, because they can’t hear you over the roar of corruption and might. Really the only thing to do is pay them no attention, and heaven forbid getting back involved in the drama they weave will only prolong the inevitable. I say “It is all for my amusement and what will you do to amuse me.” Of course some people’s definition of amusement is downright abusive. It’s a quick way to learn walking on the razor’s edge.

The change is upon us even if we can’t see it we all know something is in the air that is different. Life as we know it will change forever

We have spent eons on the wheel of karma that is, going a round and around, thinking we are learning the lesson and being tested to see if we really have learned it. I have to differ on that. I thing we are in great confusion in thinking that the lesson is the experienced outcome but maybe the lesson is the experience it self. Hence forth the necessity to be tested, to pass would require a different experienced outcome than the last time the energy came barreling thorough your life. In a state of confusion you would think “I didn’t learn it completely because it is back in my face.”

Energy is energy, how you transform it or better said, express it, makes it seem different. What I mean is that anger, passion, creativity, sexuality, depression, joy all create from the same raw root source of energy but how it is that you transform or express that energy is how it changes the frequency to be different, higher or lower, denser or lighter, negative or positive, how ever you want to say it, its all the same. So to think you are being tested when a familiar energy frequency returns to your life, it is just energy and an opportunity to transform it in a different manner than pervious, because doing the same ole thing all over again is just that, a repeat not a test. Wouldn’t a test indicate that there is a right and wrong way to answer? So a test I think not, because there really is no right and wrong, good or evil, it is what it is. (I know some of you are attached to the good and evil concept but I just don’t buy it… So please don’t send me e-mails trying to change my mind. I know that there is truly no such thing as good and evil.)

Its love or the absence of love, which might be defined as fear, false evidence appearing real. If we remember that love is all that there is, our lives would change dramatically and quickly. I can hear it now, “No that’s not possible for it to be all love, look at what those people are doing, is that not evil lurking beneath man’s heart. At the present state of affairs there is a kernel of truth in the mix. Evil or the thought of evil can only exist in the absence of love.

So if all there is love, why don’t we have a realm of peace and joy? My answer to that is the world at large is still vibrating at a rate where power is the residing expression of energy. In a reign of power as we know it comes some heavy limitations; known as: lack, slavery, attachment, despair and hopelessness, etc. This type of power is built on the concept of a few at the top and more at the bottom like a pyramid. I call this illusionary, inauthentic corruptible power, because the paradigm is that something is better than something. That’s not the authentic power of love being expressed but the absence of love being expressed in the game of separation.

So it is whispered that we are moving or ascending to oneness. Here again is great confusion as to what oneness is? We have this concept that we are all one and in the confused state we think that we have to all be the same, hence shopping mall after shopping mall looking the same but in a different locale, or there is the phenomena of everyone wearing the same outfits/clothes looking the same and many other examples if you think about. Does oneness also denote uniqueness? Now how can oneness be uniqueness if we are all the same? Here in lies the difference might I say and the grounds of confusion. We have lived in the illusion of separation for so long thinking we are not connected to all and different because we don’t have what others might have in the game of power. We yearn to experience oneness but find it is just out of reach because one is not as good as the other or have as much as another. That is truth in the game of power and separation. It is only a truth as long as you believe it to be. What would you think if I say, “We already have oneness we only have to remember how to release the illusion of separation and dependency on the absence of love to be our golden carrot of motivation in life.” And if I said we could do this transformation in a blink of an eye, I suppose many would beg to differ and give me a million reasons why that would be impossible for them to have or be in oneness in their life. All would be true for them, but I don’t buy it. Okay, a blink of an eye we can leave on the table of possibility.

If we truly desired to transform than we would have to put the effort and attention into the desire to end the game of power. What could that mean? I don’t know the full answer but I am willing to bet it would require moving into a love based power reign. Hum? What would that possibly look like?

How I perceive that would be to see everything as love, not friend or foe as a warrior but through the eyes of the adventurer who see life as a grand adventure to be explored and discovered. That might feel like an immense task to stop expecting to fight for everything, or having limitation as a way of life. If we don’t expect than why would it be? Could limitlessness lead to excess? My answer would be no because without the need for the rule of power than hoarding and greed would not be either. There again with out the pressure of a power struggle would not disease, crime, hate, powerlessness, addictions, to name a few be resolved.

So how can we change out of a power based world of lack to a love based world of abundance is the question I pose to you? How can this be done? What changes of expression in: thoughts, beliefs, actions could create this change to come about.

Secret life of lies

Secrets are so toxic! We all have secrets some big and others not so, but still the same; a secret. All based with shame, in fear of humiliation, but all the same fear. With fear there is no light only the darkness that fear brings. We accept these little lies as small but they have a way of growing till they become all encompassing. Each little lie eats its weigh in light and eats and eats till there is no more light left. Then the darkness falls and the lie starts to reproduce more and more guilt and shame till only the demons are left where once angels played. The light shines no more and gloom and despair move in filling all the cracks with pain.

The lie is repressed but forgotten, not, it just works from a different sector of consciousness. You begin to change in subtle ways at first, thinking them your own decision, but it’s not really. The lie takes on power ruling your world, your feelings, your body, your thoughts and last but not least your spirit. It fills and expands not allowing outside contact, filtering, blocking, all to alienate that which is salvation; your heart and spirit!

Doubt and confusion take over to sever the faith and knowing that all will be all right, without the fear, but that is all you know by now. Once was the playground for angels becomes the muck of monkeys on your back. Standing on quicksand, down the hole you go with out faith and knowing. Powerless as it seems, it is not what it seems.

Funny thing is despair and gloom drive one to suicide or desperation, but what is important is that they activate energy, for driving one to an end of some sort. Sad but true is we have relied upon desperation and trauma/ drama for so long as the driving force for change, we know not how to do so in love. Is it so hard to accept life to be trouble free, or is that too boring, having everything you dream come true? I ponder upon this, wondering why does it have to be that way, what is it in me that makes it so? The one thing I do know is that it is so.

Countless hours and many more pleas for help, but all for naught by the one need to have trauma / drama be the instrument of change. Trauma/ drama follows rules of it’s own, but love has no rules, it just is. There in “lies” the crux of the issue / discord creating your life dance. A simple truth it is.

How different would it be if.....

How different would your world be if you truly knew and believed that there is so much more than you have been trained to perceive through your senses?

How different would your world be if you truly knew and believed that Nature has its own language for communication?

How different would your world be if you truly knew and believed that you already know the language of nature?

How different would your world be if you truly knew and believed that you affect the weather, plants, animals and people around you?

How different would your world be if you truly knew and believed that there were other dimensions and Beings that lived in them?

How different would your world be if you truly knew and believed that there is truth to what we call myths and legends?

How different would your world be if you knew and believed that there truly were such things as; Nature Spirits, Fairy’s, Elves, Mermaids, Leprechauns, Little People, Sprites, Brownies?

How different would your world be if you truly knew and believed that you have the power to make a difference?

How different would your world be if you truly knew and believed that all is possible?

How different would your world be if you truly knew and believed that life can be abundant, easy, and joyful?

How different would your world be if you truly knew and believed that you could live in a state of respect, honor, and kindness?

How different would your world be if you truly knew and believed that you are blessed and all you have to do is open to receive?

How different would your world be if you truly knew and believed that the physical world around you has different laws than the ones you were taught.

How different would your world be if you truly knew and believed that the physical world or reality is more than you ever imagined.

Turtle Time

Quantum physics is all about possibility, all happening at once, so what is it that attracts your focus creating your probability.

Turtle time is my time with the Divine!

When my voice starts or goes into the squeal I know that I need some “Turtle Time!” The squeal is an indication that I have entered a state of frustration and my energy, mind and body is out of balance with my true desires / intention. I have fallen out of being in the state of observation or being in the moment to a state that is judging my experience or quantifying it by a past emotional experience that was based on old paradigms of thought and limitation. I have lost conscious focus of being the observer to one that is based on feelings from an experience and /or my mind has gone to that place of entertaining thoughts of things that I have no desire or need for in my life. My focus has become distracted with limitation and possibilities that don’t have to be my probability. I know for a fact that if I let my mind rule it will entertain thoughts that put me on in the “cosmic squirrel cage” of never ending tail chasing, second guessing, fear, de-manifestation, addiction of emotion, out of the moment but all really some sort of self punishment or denial of love. I know better than entertain thoughts that I do not want to manifest or experience. I really do know and desire a different reality than one that entertains thoughts of things, or experiences that I no longer have desire or need for in my life. In reality those types of thoughts or energy waves are just distraction from living life as a co-creator of unlimited potential or what I call magic. I can unweave all my good intentions in a matter of moments down that road of judgment and limitation. So when the squeal begins I drop everything, no matter what time it might be, what I am doing, who I am with to go and have some “Turtle Time.”

What “Turtle Time” does is break the swirl of energy that is being built in the direction that is taking me away from my heart and sight of the love. I go outside and start balancing rocks. I have an amazing array of rocks all around ready to become or were statues that need to be reconfigured. That is the beauty of temporary art it is always changing. Not allowing my mind to think or entertain anything but the task at hand helps me to release the pent up energy. Sometimes that is easier said than done but the rocks point out my lack of focus on the project by rolling onto my toes or fingers which always jolts me back to conscious awareness of the act of balancing. It might be minutes or hours; once I align to the state of being in the moment which comes easily once the frustration has dispersed, time has a way of passing unnoticed.

As my joy and inner peace returns then I can regain my focus and energy to align with my outcome or probability. I find that gratitude is easily expressed and felt through the core of my being. That’s not all; my senses heighten I feel the critters begin talking to me, the rocks start to project glyphs and other messages, the sound around me creates a beautiful hum or celestial choir, in the day the light shifts creating rainbows and sparkles. My inner self feels uplifted and knowing that I am the co-creator of my universe and all is definitely good! So if I am the creator why would I have anything that is traumatic or survival based fear to enter into my realm. I have no need to entertain those harsh --need to struggle experiences to shape or build my character any longer. Been their done that and my character has integrated to be directed by the whispering of soul directives. I feel the wonderful opportunities unfolding in my life and rejoice in the gratitude of co-creation for my life experiences.

This is the time when thoughts or AH Ha’s flash in my mind of greater possibility then I might have not entertained previously. The solution to dilemmas is realized in a flash of insight whereas earlier in life I would have spent immense energy spinning worry and doubt around me blocking the solution as for now I just get out of the way and allow it to come. It is easier and a much more enjoyable way of living.

What I really don’t understand is why people as whole just don’t want to entertain wonderful things happening to them or allow miracles to come into their lives. Why do they stay in stagnation and fear when it is so much more everything to make change focused on a direction that is mutually beneficial to all? Okay I get it they are not open to receiving but why do they have to make waves in other’s lives around them just because they can’t allow the goodness in? Is it because they don’t have it and don’t want others to have it? Why do they entertain tragedy and turmoil to exist and be so adamant that it be so? I just don’t get it! The only conclusion that makes sense to me is that they are addicted to feeling bad, downtrodden, disempowered, and confused only looking at the black and white of life, never hearing the choir of angels around them, never seeing the nature spirits at work, never appreciating the possibility of miracles, never wanting anything better than what they have experienced. Of course they will argue the day as long that they want those wonderful experiences BUT, well it is a big but that never happens to them or for them. If you just regurgitate the lack in life you miss the beauty and get stuck on the trauma drama. Of course it is never enough to just generate those feelings and only be involved with them in their life they want to share them with yours.

I give them full permission to dance with their own shadow but leave mine alone is all I have to say! I like my own cup of tea and have it sweetened just the way I like it! I do not give them permission to come and dump on my parade with their whining and moaning. 15 minutes of whine and then it is time to start working with thought provoking questions to get them contemplating instead of their woe of worrying. I get a range of reaction to this; either they take the gentle provoking to move onto solutions instead of obstacles, get angry thinking I am not supporting them by lowering my vibration to match theirs, maybe not fixing the situation for them so that they can be free from the responsibility of what they have created, think that I am belittling them by pointing out the obvious, or just get angry trying to engage me into some argument which usually just makes me laugh at the obscurity of the situation which gives them the signal to stomp off in a huff to the next willing ear that will tell them “its not your fault life is just unfair and you are a undeserving victim in the situation.” Well, that’s not me and don’t try to get me to be that either.

The moral of this story is do not poke a fire breathing dragon or you might get singed. I have a lot of passion which is energy going in a flow of my own creation and if you want to put a monkey wrench in the works just beware is all I can say. It is not anger just steam but hot enough to burn. If you are just being a drama queen oh woe to you too!!! I do realize I have my moments of drama but that is of habit more than attachment to them. Sometimes a cup of drama reminds you to look up and see the beauty and smell the roses.