Turtle Time

Quantum physics is all about possibility, all happening at once, so what is it that attracts your focus creating your probability.

Turtle time is my time with the Divine!

When my voice starts or goes into the squeal I know that I need some “Turtle Time!” The squeal is an indication that I have entered a state of frustration and my energy, mind and body is out of balance with my true desires / intention. I have fallen out of being in the state of observation or being in the moment to a state that is judging my experience or quantifying it by a past emotional experience that was based on old paradigms of thought and limitation. I have lost conscious focus of being the observer to one that is based on feelings from an experience and /or my mind has gone to that place of entertaining thoughts of things that I have no desire or need for in my life. My focus has become distracted with limitation and possibilities that don’t have to be my probability. I know for a fact that if I let my mind rule it will entertain thoughts that put me on in the “cosmic squirrel cage” of never ending tail chasing, second guessing, fear, de-manifestation, addiction of emotion, out of the moment but all really some sort of self punishment or denial of love. I know better than entertain thoughts that I do not want to manifest or experience. I really do know and desire a different reality than one that entertains thoughts of things, or experiences that I no longer have desire or need for in my life. In reality those types of thoughts or energy waves are just distraction from living life as a co-creator of unlimited potential or what I call magic. I can unweave all my good intentions in a matter of moments down that road of judgment and limitation. So when the squeal begins I drop everything, no matter what time it might be, what I am doing, who I am with to go and have some “Turtle Time.”

What “Turtle Time” does is break the swirl of energy that is being built in the direction that is taking me away from my heart and sight of the love. I go outside and start balancing rocks. I have an amazing array of rocks all around ready to become or were statues that need to be reconfigured. That is the beauty of temporary art it is always changing. Not allowing my mind to think or entertain anything but the task at hand helps me to release the pent up energy. Sometimes that is easier said than done but the rocks point out my lack of focus on the project by rolling onto my toes or fingers which always jolts me back to conscious awareness of the act of balancing. It might be minutes or hours; once I align to the state of being in the moment which comes easily once the frustration has dispersed, time has a way of passing unnoticed.

As my joy and inner peace returns then I can regain my focus and energy to align with my outcome or probability. I find that gratitude is easily expressed and felt through the core of my being. That’s not all; my senses heighten I feel the critters begin talking to me, the rocks start to project glyphs and other messages, the sound around me creates a beautiful hum or celestial choir, in the day the light shifts creating rainbows and sparkles. My inner self feels uplifted and knowing that I am the co-creator of my universe and all is definitely good! So if I am the creator why would I have anything that is traumatic or survival based fear to enter into my realm. I have no need to entertain those harsh --need to struggle experiences to shape or build my character any longer. Been their done that and my character has integrated to be directed by the whispering of soul directives. I feel the wonderful opportunities unfolding in my life and rejoice in the gratitude of co-creation for my life experiences.

This is the time when thoughts or AH Ha’s flash in my mind of greater possibility then I might have not entertained previously. The solution to dilemmas is realized in a flash of insight whereas earlier in life I would have spent immense energy spinning worry and doubt around me blocking the solution as for now I just get out of the way and allow it to come. It is easier and a much more enjoyable way of living.

What I really don’t understand is why people as whole just don’t want to entertain wonderful things happening to them or allow miracles to come into their lives. Why do they stay in stagnation and fear when it is so much more everything to make change focused on a direction that is mutually beneficial to all? Okay I get it they are not open to receiving but why do they have to make waves in other’s lives around them just because they can’t allow the goodness in? Is it because they don’t have it and don’t want others to have it? Why do they entertain tragedy and turmoil to exist and be so adamant that it be so? I just don’t get it! The only conclusion that makes sense to me is that they are addicted to feeling bad, downtrodden, disempowered, and confused only looking at the black and white of life, never hearing the choir of angels around them, never seeing the nature spirits at work, never appreciating the possibility of miracles, never wanting anything better than what they have experienced. Of course they will argue the day as long that they want those wonderful experiences BUT, well it is a big but that never happens to them or for them. If you just regurgitate the lack in life you miss the beauty and get stuck on the trauma drama. Of course it is never enough to just generate those feelings and only be involved with them in their life they want to share them with yours.

I give them full permission to dance with their own shadow but leave mine alone is all I have to say! I like my own cup of tea and have it sweetened just the way I like it! I do not give them permission to come and dump on my parade with their whining and moaning. 15 minutes of whine and then it is time to start working with thought provoking questions to get them contemplating instead of their woe of worrying. I get a range of reaction to this; either they take the gentle provoking to move onto solutions instead of obstacles, get angry thinking I am not supporting them by lowering my vibration to match theirs, maybe not fixing the situation for them so that they can be free from the responsibility of what they have created, think that I am belittling them by pointing out the obvious, or just get angry trying to engage me into some argument which usually just makes me laugh at the obscurity of the situation which gives them the signal to stomp off in a huff to the next willing ear that will tell them “its not your fault life is just unfair and you are a undeserving victim in the situation.” Well, that’s not me and don’t try to get me to be that either.

The moral of this story is do not poke a fire breathing dragon or you might get singed. I have a lot of passion which is energy going in a flow of my own creation and if you want to put a monkey wrench in the works just beware is all I can say. It is not anger just steam but hot enough to burn. If you are just being a drama queen oh woe to you too!!! I do realize I have my moments of drama but that is of habit more than attachment to them. Sometimes a cup of drama reminds you to look up and see the beauty and smell the roses.